i'm only 17 so i'm probably not ready
it’s 4.26 am and the new anamiablemedley album is the best shit of my life right now
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My new album is up for free download on bandcamp. It’s entitled “goodbye, goodbye.” Most of these songs were written and recorded after I moved back home after having mild breakdown. This album is about saying goodbye when you didn’t have the chance to say it properly or how you intended. It could be about someone who passed away, a relationship, an event, or even the person that you used to be. I had been struggling with my friend’s death, my existence, being away from my family, and longing to change the past (redo) when writing this album. Although, these songs deal with some dark themes, I really like to think of it as a reflection and a representation of trials that everyone has to go through and coming to the realization that life is beautiful and worth living.
I wanted this album to be an intimate project and to include the amazing people who listen to my music. I took submissions for the last couple months of people who recorded their own personal goodbyes and I used them in two of the songs on the album.
I would like to thank everyone who submitted and even if your submission did not get selected, it was beautiful and i’m glad you were willing to share such an intimate moment with me.
I’ve also lowered the prices of my physical releases in order to raise some money so I can get this album licensed and up on spotify (i know a lot of people like the option to stream it on there).
Here is the second to last song on the album.what’s the difference pt. 2you used to say that you loved me
now you don’t even want to touch me
even when i put you in my mouth
even when i don’t spit you out
will you help me clean this mess up
i forgot to eat, i’m such a fuck up
will you love me when i’m older
and will you love me when i’m stronger
it wouldn’t make a difference
if you would only listen
and i don’t care where your mouth’s been
if you don’t care where my hand’s been
even when i cry all night and bleed
from places that you can’t see
are you letting the absence
of someone distract you from the present
yeah, you’re in love with a ghost like me
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